Episode 13 Echoes, Silence, Patience and Grace Recap

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They show a recap of Episode 12 ending with Jamie and Dan walking in the house.

Fight scene at the beginning. Dan walks out of the house and Lucas punches him. Nathan comes up and helps. Jamie runs out and yells for Dan. Haley comes out after him. Dan tells Jamie that he has to go and go back to his mom. Lucas and Nathan stand aside breathless. Jamie turns around and says thank you.
Screen says FOUR WEEKS LATER. Haley is talking to a counselor that she’s being overprotective of Jamie. They ask how it’s been going since Nathan moved home. She says they’ve been talking about them as a couple and parents for the past 4 sessions but let’s talk about them as individuals.
Brooke is talking to Patricia about a adoption. Brooke is talking about the success of her business. Patricia asks how old she is, if she owns a home and if she’s sexually active. She then asks if she drinks. Brooke says it’s more for her roommate. Patricia asks about Peyton. Brooke says Peyton is struggling a bit. She says she can move out if it’s a problem.
Leyton says she’s never told anyone that before. She’s at her office. She says after she was gone, she felt silence and for the rest of her life, it was gone. All her songs, her voice, the way it used to soothe her. So she tried to find new songs to fill that quiet but nothing else has. Now she’s gone and Mia’s gone and Luke is gone. It’s just silence.
Andy and Luke are at the boat. Andy tells him he has to let it go. Lucas says he had his life together. He says he has his life together and he says if I did, would I have spent the last 4 weeks with him. Andy says it’s time to get back to his life and it starts with the question, what do you want?
Nathan says I want my family back and I want Haley to trust me again. I want her to look at me the way she used to and I want to be that man and I will be for her and Jamie. Haley wants to believe in Nathan again and believe in the goodness of people and I want my son to be safe and to be great and the greatness to be seen and appreciated.
Brooke says she wants a child. She wants to be mom and she’s ready to be one.
Peyton wants to believe in it all again. Art, fate and love and I made the right choices and there’s still time to fix the choices I made and I want Lucas.
Lucas says he wants Lindsey. Back to a month ago when life had meaning and direction. Andy says I have a way you can get all that.

Peyton walks into Max’s CD store and everything is gone. She leaves a note. She goes to her car and there is a For Sale sign on it.
Brooke turns off her phone. She says she feels like she’s being judged. Patricia says she’s just being evaluated. The home study is the last of it. Brooke says she’ll know whether she can adopt by the end of the meeting. Patricia wants to talk about her past.
Nathan says his past is from his own doing. He’s stubborn and makes bad decision. She asks about the NBA. He says he thinks about it sometimes. He wakes up and walks through town and walks past the gym and still hears the echoes. Haley says he never told her. He says he’s not proud of it. He’s not good at being vulnerable. Second closest time he was vulnerable. The other time is when he took drugs and collapsed on the court. When he left the hospital he went to see Haley and wanted to see if she would forgive him and when she did forgive him, that was the moment everything changed for him. That was the moment he fell in love with her. To see past all the mistakes he’s made. He guesses maybe he screws up so he can feel that again. Nathan says it sounds pretty broken.
Watch the following scene: Andy and Lucas are on the boat. Andy said it was hard knowing he couldn’t ever fill the place in Karen’s heart. Sound familiar? Lucas says yes. Lindsey says his heart is conflicted. Andy says it just took her saying she wanted her. Lucas isn’t convinced. Andy says he has a jet to go to New York. Lucas says she doesn’t want to talk to him. Andy says has there been a day you haven’t thought of her? Lucas says no. Andy says it’s better knowing than not knowing.
Haley says it’s hard not knowing if Nathan still wants everything. Nathan says he can’t believe she said that. Haley says does the name Carrie ring a bell? She says you should have told me about the flirting. Did you like it? Nathan says maybe I needed it because you don’t look at me like that anymore. I haven’t been worthy of of that look in a long time but I miss it. Nathan says when is the first time you felt accomplished. Nathan says basketball. The counselor says this year all that stop until the Nanny started swimming naked. She says it’s a case of transferance. She said it wouldn’t hurt to swim naked. She asks when is the last time you really did something young. She says they’ve been married 6 years and have a son. We don’t get a chance to be young. The counselor says everyone gets a chance to be young, especially when you’re young.

Peyton is in her office and Max comes in and gives Peyton a hug.
Dan is in with his case manager Sam. He says he has to find a job. Dan shows him a picture of Jamie. Dan tries to make smalltalk and Sam says he doesn’t do smalltalk. Dan asks how would he like to make $3,000 for smalltalk. He starts talking about Jamie again.
Dan is talking to Jamie through the fence of the playground. Jamie asks if he can go to jail for not cleaning his room. Jamie says he misses Luke because he’s gone. Jamie says Nathan is back but he’s sleeping on the couch. Dan says he misses him. Jamie says he misses him too. Dan says it will be their secret.
Counselor says when you describe yourself you don’t describe yourself as a basketball player. He says that happens when your spine is crushed. And Haley says you don’t describe yourself as a musician and Haley says I’m busy with Jamie and Nathan. The counselor says I’m only as smart as my diplomas but here’s a thought. You aren’t the people you fell in love with because you aren’t trying to be those people.
Brooke is still in her meeting and stops a ringing on her phone again. She asks if she’s ready. Brooke says yes, I can provide and safe and caring environment. She asks if hers was and if she’ll ever get married. Brooke says maybe if I meet the right man.
Max asks Peyton if she’s heard any good music lately? She says yes but I’ll got it online. Max says I’d like to think it was more than music. Peyton says it was. Max asks if he thinks of Lucas. She says everyday.

Brooke says I don’t understand what Lucas Scott has to do with adoption. She says Lucas says lost a fiance and Peyton hit the bar and Brooke is looking for love in the adoption. She asks about a promotion she did about promiscuity right when she got arrested for shoplifting. Brooke says she doesn’t understand how she got the info. Brooke realizes it’s Victoria.
Andy asks Lucas if he’s talked to Peyton. He says not since the wedding. Jamie went missing and then Dan and then he left. Andy asks about the book and the comet. Lucas says, so Peyton drives a frickin comet, what the hell? I mean, thank God the guy didn’t see a White Bronco or everyone would say he’s in love with OJ. Andy asks what kind of car Lindsey drives and Lucas says that’s not fair.
Brooke says it’s not fair she talked to Victoria. Patricia says we always talk to family. Brooke says did she tell you I just fired her? She says yes, that must mean you are busy. She says she’s ready. Her phone goes off again. She says that was 17 times. Brooke says the best people she knows is from a single parent household. She is from a no parent household and she knows exactly what kind of parent he won’t be.
Watch this scene: Haley says she doesn’t want to be an absentee parent. She says spend a little bit more time being individuals so they don’t resent each other. Nathan says he doesn’t resent them. Haley says she agrees. She asks how did the crowds feel? Great but Nathan and I struggled then. She asks if those were her best days? She says personally, yes. She asks Nathan. He says, it was hard being away from Haley but yeah. She asks if she they could have it back would they treat each other differently in the face of those dreams? They say yes and hold hands.
Peyton says she’s disappointed in herself. She tried to let him go and really she just wanted her and Lucas to be happy. She feels bad for Lucas because his heart is breaking. She hears the silence and the echoes of who we used to be and she asks for patience and grace and the strength to let him just be happy. But mostly she prays for the strength to let him be happy and letting go. That’s the part of grace that really sucks.

Jamie is holding a bunny for show and tell. He says my Nanny Carrie used to be my best friend so now it’s a tie between Skills and Brooke and Chester and Dan.
Dan and Sam are talking. Dan says family is important. Sam says didn’t you kills your brother? Dan says I’ve changed. He says he can’t keep the money. Dan says he’s paid his debt and donate the money to charity.
Brooke says it didn’t go well did it? Patricia says no, she’s young and single and it’s the first time a mother hasn’t recommended her. Brooke says it’s too bad someone didn’t interview her mother before she had children. Patricia apologizes. Brooke says she’s not sorry but you should be and you know what Victoria said when I said I wanted to start a company? The chances are one in a million and she’s not one. Brooke says there’s a child out there who thinks they aren’t special and I could be that one that helps them find what makes them special. And if you can’t see that, you’re wrong, just like my mother. Patricia leaves.
Lucas is on the boat and Lily comes out and asks for Momma. She says she had a dream about Daddy and him and Daddy said everything would be ok.
Peyton says it’s not going to be ok, I know that. Some days are just messy. Max says that’s just life. Or according to Mia. Do you ever wonder where she’d be if you didn’t start the label. She says she’s be fine. Max says no you changed her life. Maybe that’s why you came home. To change lives. And your own at the same time. max says you should stay her. Just need patience. Peyton says time heals all wounds huh? Max says when’s the last time you got in your car with the top down and just drove? Max says I’m just 36 and live at home, what do I know?
Counselor asks what she loves about Nathan. That he’s there, that he’s accountable, he’s protective, and that shirt he’s wearing. Nathan? Haley says I’m not good at taking compliments. She says they’ll work on that next week.
Lindsey walks into her office and Lucas is sitting there and says hi.

Lucas says he’s been travelling. She says she’s glad Jamie’s ok. Lucas says I know I owe you this, but I can’t publish the book. Lindsey says you have to and it’s too good not to publish. Lucas says I miss you and love you and every day I wake up and have an ache in my chest and want to sleep in because I know you won’t be there. Lindsey says I love you too but I can’t be with you. Luke says I’ll publish the book if you edit it. Lindsey says Luke. Lucas says long nights, arguments it will be like we’re married. Lindsey says I’ll edit it because I believe in it and I believe in you but we can’t be together. Lucas says we will be and you’ll wake up and realize how much I love you and whenever that day is I’ll be waiting for you and you’ll come home with me.
Peyton is in her car and takes her For Sale sign down.
Brooke is at Jamie’s school to pick him up. She gives him a hug and cries.
Dan is watching and then walks away.
Haley and Nathan walk in the bedroom. They say it’s quiet without Jamie. Nathan asks how she’s sleeping lately. She says Jamie tosses around a lot. Nathan says he should start sleeping with him. Nathan says her kindness is overwhelming and if I haven’t said it lately, you’re sexy as hell. She stops Nathan from walking away. Haley says I’ve been thinking not-sleeping in this bed tonight wouldn’t be so bad if you wanted to try it with me. Nathan pushes Haley on the bed and kisses her. You got more of that sexy talk? The kindness stuff or the sexy stuff? She says sexy. He says you have serious ass.
Peyton is doing the voiceover while driving.
Lucas walks in his room with his bags.
Lindsey is looking at the book and Lucas is now doing the voiceover.
Peyton has a flashback to almost running into Lucas on the street.
Brooke and Jamie are playing in her place.
Haley plays piano. Nathan is on the couch throwing the ball up and now doing the voiceover.
Then Haley does the voiceover and it fades out from her playing piano.

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